న్యాసం

అంటే మునిగి ఉండడం
సన్యాసం అంటే మంచిలో మునిగి ఉండడం
మహా న్యాసం అంటే పూర్తిగా మునిగా ఉండడం
ఇదంతా ఎందుకు చెపుతున్నాను అంటే
నేను ఎప్పుడు నీ ఆలోచనల్లో పూర్తిగా మునిగి ఉంటాను
అందుకనే
ఇంకో ముఖ్యమైన విషయం ఏమిటంటే
థిస్ శ్లోక ఫ్రొం గీత
"సన్యాస కర్మ యోగస్య నిహి శ్రేయాస్ కరావ్ ఉభావ్
తయోస్తు కర్మ సంయసః కర్మ యోగో విశిష్యతే "
the religion i follow has no place for this concept called SANYASA as it is understood . .. . .
the good habit i never wish to lose for a life time is
walKING
walKING
walKING
walKING

and one of my dearest subject
politics
in nizaamabad and all over ap
congress is far away from coming back

PAAPA NAAGAMMA
this is the same kind of story as ARUNDHATI
a folk lore
very much in vogue
in and around BODHAN
i have heard the story from my maternal grand ma
even to this day people sing the song of PAAPA NAAGAMMA
on the occassion of BRATHUKAMMA
in and around the village of my birth
AMDAPUR
near bodhan.
i have watched the movie ANURDHATI
fourtimes by now
and i found out one thing
the movie could have run for more days
given that it kept the graphics
but with less horror
ekkuva perfect gaa theesthe koodaa problem kadaa

aa movie lo prathi frame
entho commitment tho produce chesaaru

this year my resolution was not to watch films
because they pollute my original feelings
already friends are asking to watch
punnami naagu, billa etc.,
because they are impressed by the expoosing of
the actresses in those movies
but to hell with pollution
i strongly feel that they are visual pollution
they actually snatch away my ability to have pure pleasure
why is arundhati running even without exposing
QUALITY PROVES ITSELF
and the remaining films and their directors
are nothing but
FAALTHU

GANGA RAAM, RAAJA RAAM
these are the names of my
maternal and paternal
GRAND PA's
one was a union leader
and the other was a swayam sevak
i like this word SWAYAM SEVAK
that is the one who does his own work
only the word is attractive to me
i dont like the cheddis they wear.
BIN'DAAS = SWAYAM SEVAK
thats it
when you dont require a servant to do your work
when you are really inDEPENDANT
that you feel really good
BINDAAS
my maternal grandpa had four sons
all stupid rascals
he brought them up like princes
and those idiots
did not even give him his favourite food
during his last days
i always felt like making him happy
but he was dead on the third day of my joining to a job.
and my paternal grandma
GANGU BAI
she was a real sherni
i just like a wife like that
very responsible, lovely, caring, good cook, ambitious
she was great
it is all felt when she is not there
i just hated her when she was alive
because of my mother
but no match
my mother may be loving her son
but no match to my grand ma
SHE WAS REALLY GRAND
you know even when cooking
she kept all her soul into it
i never heard any one complain
what she cooked was bad/ not good
she was that perfect
putting all her heart into whatever she did
she was very particular about health of all the family
and she never hesitated to sacrifice her comfort for her children
such great was she as a mother
unto her death
she loved and loved
just like a hen with small chicks
she was fierce and aggressive
if she felt something was harming her children
and when i see this woman and my mom
i just understand
how great
was she
my grandma
salutes to her
MY GRAND MA
she was a never give up person
with a white face which became RED often
it is almost 6 years she is out of this world physically
but somewhere she made her place in my heart
just pray on my behalf
MAY HER SOUL REST IN PEACE
pray for a great woman
it need not always be indiramma
to get kudos
kudos to GANGU BAI

and sweet heart
no politics please
now i am
planning ARUNDHATI 2
i.e.,
PAAPA NAAGAMMA

love you dear
take care
bye
yours ANUTHOSH