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నీవు చెప్పినట్లు నేను ఆచరిస్తాను
అని భగవంతున్ని మనం వేడుకోవటం

ఇంకోటి ఏంటంటే
నాకు నేను మల్లి మల్లి చెప్పుకొనే విషయం
ఇతరుల కారణంగా కలత చెందకుండా ఉండడానికి
నేను ఫాలో అయ్యే టెక్నిక్ అనుకో
" కర్మాస్యేకం తస్య దేవస్య సేవా "
ఇలా అనుకొనే దేని విపిన అడుగు వేయడం
all the work i do is but the service of the god
and...
when we feel like this and do our activities
nothing can disturb, distress, disgrace, disrupt us.
because we are attributing all the credit to the omnipotent
believing that all belongs to him/ her
and we are just mere trustees
THE TRUSTED ONES
and nothing else
and
this is the truth
see the lifes like the great NTR
PV NARSIMHA RAO
BAHADUR SHAH ZAFAR
TIPPU SULTAN
LTTE PRABHAKER
SADDAM HUSSEIN
observe onething this fellows name has 'SAD' in his name
the MIM prez has to change his name to ASAHduddin to change his luck
ALEXANDER
etc., etc.,
no one knows their end
and
that is the reason
now i remember a quote
" if what you experience now is the result of your past
then what you do now is going to make your future "
so
beware of now " NOW "
THINK
think
what is the best that can be done NOW
now
JUST NOW
at this instant
tell yourself " NOW "
whenever you feel bored or anything negative
and JUST DO IT

when i type in CAPs it means to understand loud, louder
right
RIGHT

and everyword in here is our story
a bit deeper
now
here we go

internet anedi okati undi
mobile phones anevi unnayi
andukane mana madhyalo communication
now just think
the love sagas
of ROMEO JULIET
SALEEM ANARKALI
and our very recent stories
HAHK
DDLJ
etc., etc.,
there needs to be a better communication for love
now i remember the famous verses
from GEETANJALI the noble prize winning work
of viswa kavi RAVINDRANATH TAGORE
" with great care i have made this chains
with great care i have combined them together
with great care i have woven the chain
and when i see, i understand and feel sad
that the chains have made me prisoner "

ऊंची ऊंची दीवारों सी
इस दुनिया की रस्मे

परदा नही जब कोई खुदा से
परदा नही जब कोई खुदा से
बन्दों से परदा करना क्यों

and i dont fear
but
there is some problem
endukante
if i feared
mee intikochhi
mee nattintikochhi
mee naannanu kalustaana

kaani nenu koncham ekkuva manchivaanni

avunu monna lkg rowdies remix msg
i get carried away for such messages
aa msg enni saarlu chadivaano
lekka pettaledu
i just feel you are going to be a caring mother
and i respect a lot such GREAT MOTHERS

and manamu koncham
paatha kaalam type
endukante
nenu pop corn, atukulu, neella bottle ilaantivi theesukoni
tour laki velthaanu
koncham old fashion
but right method
podduna msg choosi chaalaa pongipoyaanu
you be healthy
take care of my health
take care of your family health
have concern for the health of all people
attached to you in whatever strength
coz
HEALTH IS THE WEALTH OF WEALTH
GOOD HEALTH IS THE GREATHEST LUXURY

AND COMING TO THE POINT
12th ki chennai veluthunnaanu oka week kosam
ilopu mana vishayam oka form ki thevaali ani anukunnaanu
LET ME BE TRUE
as compared four years back
my relations with that lady have become better
they are not that worst nor there is such bitterness
WHEN YOU ADD SOME SWEET IN A BITTER THING
you can swallow the bitter with more ease
MOST ANCIENT FORMULA
and it is the children sweet to this bitter thing
but still i feel some vacuum in life
some dissatisfaction
which i am committed to get rid of
and a feeling of gratitude and responsibility towards you
this is what i feel
and let me tell you
the woman we call my fathers KEEP
she is in his life before i was in this world
actually she must be his WIFE
now why i am telling you this story is
see, he hooked to her, a low caste person
i am not bothered about caste as such
but here because to support our mom we used that CASTE FACTOR
and you know my stupid father born of a great man
yes
my GRAND PA was a great man
but he did not had opportunities like me
so he was a poor man
instead of giving her cultures, he learnt the worst cultures
like... spitting in the house
on the floor, beside the bed
all such ugly things
whatever he might have learned from her
because he loved her more than my mother
THIS IS THE TRUTH
and EVERY PERSON IS IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS DESTINY
and my mother for hers
EVERY INDIVIDUAL HAS HIS OWN INDIVIDUAL DESTINY
and i hated his all bad cultures and learnt a few like smoking and drinking
which i actually do not like at all
but it is the nature of the kids to imitate
so i imitated such rubbish from this stupid person called father.
i only understand that in the name of love
no person must lose his INDIVIDUALITY
and i thought a lot
lot and lot
to come to a conclusion
see i believe in a life style that is very simple and HEALTHY
and sometimes i seem to be old fashiohned
i watch the page3 in DC only to understand how fools live
no interest in such things

i tell people around me
you say or i say
no two says
and i am a thinker by birth
and i put it like the this
if the brain were like fan
the wings in others rotate ten times
then it is almost hundred times in me
i think that i am A BETTER THINKER
so leave the thinking job to me.
my recent reading from the book of mahatcma gandhi
" AT THE MOMENT OF CRISIS/ DECISION WHAT COUNTS MORE THAN BRAIN IS CHARACTER " and we must always strive to ultivate better character , this is what i believe. With beliefs, there may be few difficulties. but no one can assure no difficulties with no beliefs.
and it is always better to be a BELIEVER
because i was like this even in LKG
i have my own ideas and believe you too may have some ideas of your own
DOES OUR IDEAS MATCH?
sex is just a minutest aspect of married life
but
most people, have it as most of the part
BUT
ask anyone who is married what is the proportion, ratio, contribution
of sex
in the MARRIED LIFE
sexual pleasure/ satisfaction is all about being healthy
NO HEALTH - NO HAPPINESS
and those who forget this and run and run after every dirt reach no where
NO SATISFACTION

pls do make no matchings with the dirty story of my father
but i criticise him for one thing
mogaadu mogaadi laaga undaali, faalthu, he cant control her then why he is with her.
waste, dirty worm etc., etc., this is how i talk about him
purugu laaga
like a keedaa
brathakoddabbaa
manishi puttuka puttinapudu
responsible gaa undaali
highest degree of responsibility
when i see small kids being administered
salbutamol on nebuliser due to respiratory problems
and i happen to find out that the kids father eats gutkha or smokes
i just like to approach and condemns by saying
ORE LANJAAKODAKA NUVVU MUNDU EE CHANDAALAM MAANEYU
because you know 99% times it is because of parents negligence that the lil hearts have to suffer.,
and for most of my suffering have sown by my father
but i remember the words of my SUPER GURU
" dont lift any weight that you cant bear "
I believe and understand you as my amrutham
AMRUTHAM
naa problem entante
if you like me, for whatever reasons you may have.
i am liked by many thus,
" karmaasyekam thasya devasya seva "
I am nothing by myself but of my lord
and i believe whatever i am, i am right, o.k and fine
and i may change my dress , my hair style etc.,
but i can never change my character
my way of thinking etc.,

i need to say my thursday revelation
"నా గుడికి రావడం కంటే నీ పనికి వెళ్ళడం ఎక్కువ ముఖ్యం, నీ కోసం ఒక మంచి పని నిర్దేశిన్న్చబడి ఉన్నది , క్రమంగా సక్రమంగా కొంచంగా కాని మొత్తంగా ఎలాగైనా నీ పని నీవు చేస్తూ పో. ఎవరి సంతోషానికి, ఎవరి దుఖానికి వాళ్ళే బాధ్యులు. ఒకరిని సంతోషపరచడానికి కాని దుఃఖ పరచ దానికి కాని శక్తి నీకు ఇవ్వ బడలేదు "
SUBMIT TO GOD AND BE HAPPY and you can be my trusted companio without trying to restrict or disturb me in whatever i do.

naa maatalku time saripodu
it is a mechanism
it cannot be exlained
it has to be experienced
EXPERIENCE SANTHOSH unconditionally
WE NEED TO TALK
i need to make a way

love you amrutham
SANTHOSH good things do not change
love you

think if all this takes ten minutes for you to read all this
how much it takes to type
and how much mo0re to think and feel

bye
love you
take care
" kannullo nee rupame ....
kalallo nee dhyaaname