fire is FIRE

small or BIG
but
fire is FIRE.

this year
i wrote in my diary
more than once
MONEY INSTILLs CONFIDENCE
if it is so
then how many folds an ambani, mallya, premji, gates etc.,
must be happier than me
money can buy luxuries but not PLEASURE

this friday
when i woke
i felt as if someone woke me up
i was feeling a type of hyper activity in the brain
Here is what i wrote :

Where the winds blew
so strong
During the day - Hot
During the night - Chilled
so fiery..so dreadful...
it can pierce into the skin and make holes in the body.
Where man was ready to kill another man
for a piece of bread
for the smell of flesh
For every little thing
where a murder was just
A world of chaos
like the present day U.S
There rouse a voice
There rouse a man
and came the sermon of God
which made people to bow
to prostrate
to realise
GOD IS GREAT
Then in the name of God
Peace was established
On one and all 

today in his name and in the name of his God
murderers strive . ..
"DON key asli kahani"
don - is not a hero.
he's a worm
a true son of satan
....and pity
the people of God
want support of satan
that is what is happening in pakistan
money language = many language
Money is the master key to many locks of the "wicked world"
In the name of god
Let TRUTH prevail,
Let PEACE prevail

I never wanted to be anything
but god
GOD pushes me
Like a father pushes his child.

slaves are to be kept slaves Seems to be the motto of the CONGRESS
as PUZO says in FOOLS DIE
i am compelled to believe ITALIANS ARE BORN CRIMINALS
and
laugh at
the prince of spoons
patting his brain 
205 seats was no outcome of intellect
but
The muslims have thrown alms at the Congress 
for they believed " A KNOWN DEVIL is better than an unknown angel "

Dear 
if you go by the world parameters 
you are reading from the words of the most intelligent person
who knows. . .. 
WHO KNOWS 
" the greatest INTELLIGENCE is in submitting to the will of god "
" SUBMIT TO THE OMNIPOTENT "

Every human 
however great 
his claims, certificates, degrees, etc., etc.,
is nothing more than ANY DUST PARTICLE in the creation of the lord.

Let me 
LET ME LIVE
the richness of true feeling
than 
suffer poverty of false SHOW

FREEDOM is but 
immersion in the lord (MAHA NYASAM)
Life for human's is PENANCE .. .
i.e, more than mere living. 

and keep away from all that 
THE ZERO VOLTS teach
it must not be ART of living
IT MUST BE
"ART OF SUBMITTING"
submit the breathe you take - to god
submit the drink you take - to god
submit the food you take - to god
the body is but -Yagna gundam
all U put it in - are the Yagna dravya(offerings)
So offer the best
in the best way.
Outward cleanliness is but a show
Clean from inside 
To make the offering
For it is to god
but not you. 
For when you are dead 
your body is still there
Feed a dead body - can it come to life.
Then whom where you feeding?
SUBMIT TO GOD 
this is the truth
learn "THE ART OF SUBMITTING"
its not your external skin
CLEAN
clean from inside
CLEAN FROM INSIDE
the oesophagus
the trachea
the stomach
the intestines
CLEAN UPTO THE CELLULAR LEVEL
SUBMIT TO THE CELLULAR LEVEL
because cells make tissue
tissues make organs
organs make the system
systems make the body
EVERY SINGLE CELL IS A LIVING THING
every cell requires 
nutrition, oxygen, every cell lives individually. 

In darkness you may struggle to see
But when there is light?
Why you still want to struggle?
HABITS DIE HARD
"MAN IS CONDITIONED BY HABITS"
and 
when you realise 
the fraud, the propaganda, the plot
....which was meant, only to exploit. 
why you still want to stick to it
it is untrue HOWEVER OLD HABIT it may be
OK 
it is true 
some got refuge and still they cheat
But 
some truth is not ALL TRUTH

10% of U.S income is from organised crime
10% of the U.S population are CYBORGS(partly machines)
SUBMIT TO GOD
humans are always better than machines.

and lastly i felt 
as if i heard 
a great aatma 
communicating in silence
"ATTEMPT MY DEAR
 MIRACLES WILL HAPPEN "
.....
this was all.


i stopped going to saibaba temple
because i felt, as if, someone told
Dont come here,
your lessons are over,
NOW ATTEMPT THE EXAMS.

I am not suffering from any split personality.,
I am not on any drugs, so it cant be hallucination.
But
the support of the omnipotent
THE STRENGTH DERIVED FROM TRYING TO BE CLOSER TO GOD.

" KARMASYEKAM THASYA DEVASYA SEVAA....
ALL THE WORK I DO, IS BUT THE SERVICE OF GOD "